secretum meum. (1)

hi. I'm the writer of this blog, and you can call me Ignotum. 
well, like the name of this blog and this post tho, this is Secretum meum which means the secret of mine. I do have a lot of secrets that nobody knows it, why am I telling you this? just because, heheh.

let me tell you this, I have a lover, and he said that he doesn't have any secret, he just told me everything. when I tell you EVERYTHING, that's mean, well, yeah everything.

that's good actually, but I didn't tell him if I had one (or many). once, he asked me what my ex and I did when we were together, I mean, that's privacy, right? I didn't want to discussed about it, but then he got really pissed. he told me that he's okay, and he just knew that I had some privacy that I didn't wanted him to know. but I knew he didn't "okay" his voice was sound really pissed and I felt guilty that time. and finally, I told him what my ex and I did when we were together.

and he always said that he's happy and comfortable with me, because he doesn't have any secret that he would hide from me. and I feel really guilty...... I mean, I have a lot of thought and secrets that he doesn't know at all.

I do love him so much, but I think I need privacy.