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hi there, it's me again, Ignotum.

wow it's been a while, huh? I've got so many stories but.... mostly sucks.

how sucks could it be? yeah, well,

1. I'm broke up (finally) with my Ex. that boy who told me everything and forced me to tell everything to him.
2. I got close to a boy named A, but, he was an a$$hole. lmao
3. this one is pretty complicated, I got close to a guy named S. AAAND, I screwed his friendship with a guy named P....... just because, P kinda liked me but I didn't felt the same... P and S are BEST FRIEND, so... P told me the flaws that S had and somehow I got pissed and told it to S :( geez, I'm an a$$hole right?

So, I end up with S. He's cute actually. really cute.

his smile that makes my heart goes BOOM CLAP
*bgm: boom clap - Charli XCX*

his face when he ask me for a hug, and then hug me tightly and saying
"what if I miss you someday? all I want is a hug from you.. I don't want to get out of this town.. no, I don't want to get far away from you.." it was on the last night he's in S town, going to left S town in the next morning.
*bgm: Leaving On A Jetplane - Chantal Kreaviazuk*

hm. S is one of my seniors in college, he is working in B island, and it's so far far away from here. fyi. 

the way he covered me with jacket when I was (half) asleep.
the way he caressed my hair. I love that shit.
the way he pinched my cheek.
the way he bite my arm. lol
the way he said "I love you"
the way he took off my glasses and kissed my lips, and then smiled.
the way he gently kissed my forehead and hold my hand and the way he wiped my tears away when I was crying. 

He got my heart. and... it's a wow.

Since R left me, I'm never really loved someone..
and then, he came. With his smile and his hazel eyes. God, his eyes are like sunset, beautiful. His lips are poisonous. His hug is the safest place on the planet. His smile (again) is addicting.

Hey, S. I miss you right now.